Meaningless days of simplicity have gone and past
Facing my darkest opponent
Dreary times always last.
Searing through my core
One of the latest criticisms
Of my lack of trying and my self wallowing dispositions
Irony plaguing every aspect of my life
Offering advice I myself have yet to take
Warning them away from not making all my past mistakes
Recognizing one's passions has not been the same
Losing one's self to the swallowing abyss
Tearing myself from the one's I love most
Tender love and affection does nothing to soften the fatal blow.
Finding out that most of my existence was just for show.
Lazy mindsets, the worst sort of poison
Corrupting my mind making nonsensical justifications
Fearing life as it hits you like a bullet from a loaded gun
Hoping it will all soon be over.....
And yet it has just begun.
